I sit here trying to put into words of exactly what motherhood means, what exactly it is like. Motherhood is hard but motherhood is worth every hard second, minute, and day. Growing up, I thought being a mommy was all butterflies and rainbows, I couldn't wait to be one. Being a mom is filled with beautiful moments but also hard not fun moments. It's okay that being a mom is messy. It looks different for us all, some mommas work, some mommas stay home, some mommas have help,